Dr Anita Chakravarti is a colleague and friend of mine who provides leadership and energy to the Saskatchewan Living Well Physician Wellness Initiative. This worthy endeavour is a partnership between the Saskatchewan Medical Association, the University of Saskatchewan College of Medicine , and the Student Medical Society of Saskatchewan . Anita is cataloguing work in this area; she recently asked me to write a few words about the Barrie Reynolds Memorial Lecture which is held in memory of one of my mentors, Dr Barrie Reynolds. Barrie was my program director for most of the five years of my Anesthesiology residency. Sadly, he killed himself in January 2000, shocking his family, colleagues and friends. Here’s what I had to say:
Dr Barrie Reynolds worked for over 25 years in the operating rooms, intensive care unit and delivery suites at Royal University Hospital. He was an expert clinician and teacher. He also had an unbelievably large and giving heart, always finding time for anyone in need. Residents in particular would flock to Barrie if they needed advice, someone to listen to their story, or someone to go on the offense on their behalf. Barrie also had a knack for seeking out those in need.
Barrie made himself so available to all of us we thought we knew him as well as we let him know us. Ultimately we all learned too late we didn't know Barrie as well as we thought. In spite of all his accomplishments and the love and respect of his family, friends and colleagues, Barrie had a silent struggle with depression. He committed suicide on January 4, 2000.
The Barrie Reynolds Memorial Lecture was created through the combined generosity of Barrie’s family and his colleagues at Royal University Hospital. The lecture is held annually in January. A guest speaker is invited to Saskatoon to talk about the art of medicine. Past topics have included physician wellbeing, bioethics, professionalism, and diagnostic failure.
Barrie died over 12 years ago but he left an indelible mark on hundreds of healthcare professionals who are working in Saskatoon and beyond. He taught us to practice medicine to a high standard, to give back to our profession, family, and community, and that we are all vulnerable to mental illness.